Thursday, April 23, 2009

PISSED off

YOU! Stop acting like you know the WHOLE story. Stop "bossing" me around when you don't even have the right to do so. Stop acting like you're his girl, when in fact, YOU'RE NOT. You're just an effin shit and a pain in the butt. An eyesore! Oh and F.Y.I., I'm not taking him back.. HE'S ALL YOURS! Go ahead and do whatever you want. I've decided it myself in the first place anyway. I'm not talking to him (for now, I guess) 'cause if I do, I wouldn't be able to move on. So go on and make him yours! I have nothing to do with him anymore.

If there's one thing I regret, it's that my friendship with him was ruined. Whatever I do, it just wouldn't be the same anymore. No matter how much I hold on, the friendship that we shared will never come back again. And I don't blame anyone for that but myself. It's just so sad because that friendship was what I treasured the most. It was so precious for me. Something I never wanted to go away. But I guess it all sums up to this. I was holding on, not knowing there was nothing left to hold on to.

I never expected that a girl like you would affect me this much. I was wrong in thinking that you were harmless.

This will be the last blog addressed to you (I hope you read this and I hope you know it's about you.. and him, if I may add). There's just one thing I would like to ask from you.. Please stop saying things as if you were there when all these happened. He's not the only one who's in pain. You don't know what I feel.

YOU DON'T KNOW HOW IT FEELS.