Wednesday, December 30, 2009

stop this NONSENSE.

You don't deserve this. You don't deserve my tears. You don't deserve my.. whatever I feel for you! YOU ARE SUCH A JERK. You know that? You keep on telling me that you miss me but do you do something about it? NO. You just sit around and wait for me to actually do something for us to have some quality time together. I was supposed to say goodbye. But what.. you ruined it! Why do you have to postpone that stupid gala with me? I know, you have your reasons. And I understand. It's just that.. why do you make it feel so easy to let me down??? WHY?! Why did you ever come back into my life in the first place! I already forgot about you and now you're making your way back into my already messed up life. Shit you. It would be okay if I'm still "the one", but I'm not anymore! So why push yourself?? ARGH. I hate it! I hate it so bad I can't stop typing. I'm supposed to be sleeping right now. Damn you. Damn you. Damn you. The worse part is that I know by the time I see you again and you approach me and I would snub you then you'd beg me to talk to you.. I will. Then eventually you'd say sorry then everything would be fine again. This can't go on anymore! I have to change. Please stop making me feel depressed. Please, just please understand what I feel or even try to know how I feel. I can't be hurting forever! I have to be happy someday. I must be happy someday. And I will be happy someday. Good night!


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