Saturday, June 19, 2010

i'm SICK of it.

Hindi pa ba kayo nagsasawa? Kasi ako, sawang sawa na.

Ever since high school, things were like this. I'm tired of it! When I went to college, I was hoping things would change. But no, they didn't. It's like you guys are ghosts from the past that I would like to run away from. But you just keep on hunting me! You may be wondering why I'm like this - why I rarely hang out with you guys. Well, it's because I want a change to happen. I can't stand being treated like this anymore, really. Why am I not telling you this? Because you wouldn't take me seriously. It's as simple as that.

Before anyone else gets the wrong idea, I would like to say this.. Yes, I still want to be friends. Yes, I still love you guys the same as before. And no, I don't want this to go on forever. Please, just stop. I could still bear it back then. Of course, I'm not the kind of person who gets mad at small things. But I guess I've had enough. I get hurt most of the time already. I just don't want to tell you. I think you guys know that I'm more of the keep-it-to-myself type of person.

That's why I'd rather hang out with new friends at times. It's because I want to forget. I want to forget the pains that high school life has brought to me. All those years of hardships. For all you know, I barely survived high school. But hey, that doesn't mean I'd forget about all those happy moments that I've had with you all. Although at times, I don't remember most of it. Maybe it's just because of my eagerness to forget. Anyway, I'm know it's still here in my heart - someplace hidden deep inside it maybe. I would surely treasure those special events of my high school life.

I'm sorry for this sudden outburst of emotions. I just don't wanna be treated this way anymore.

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Saturday, June 19, 2010

i'm SICK of it.

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